I rushed my assignments for the week ahead, so that I don't need to attend lessons after that. Not really not attending, but rather doing other stuffs instead of listening. Amy even approved a day leave for me every Friday. I don't want the leave. I rather be in class, than doing the competition. It has just been to tired for me continuing it. Xingming's computer is running in Linux, which means he couldn't do programming with me. Not to say Shirley and Serene. Both of them seems disappearance act, they were just supposed to design the interface. I really hope I switch roles with them. I was forced to take the role for programming, since three of them isn't that good at it. Ended up I am just grouping a potentially well with fellow comrades. The more I fear each day the meeting comes. After seeing the fact that there is actually one team which compromised of NUS and SP, the two brainiacs. Lots of thinking just went through me. Many of you have also asked me whether should I continue with it.

XM: o.o
XM: wad maths formula 4 ya
XM: den ya gt tis?
XM: o.o
QH: yeaa
QH: then say this formula is normal
XM: okayy
QH: saying i am a normal person. lol.
XM: gd lo
QH: which is why u all should know this formula!!!
XM: i noe ya wana b supernatural rite?
QH: o.o?
QH: i dont want to be supernatural. i want to know about supernatural. lol.
XM: o.o
XM: realli?
XM: so ya wana be norm?
QH: for what be the elite? lol.
QH: elite liao then become like this now also
QH: cannot even withdraw from competition
XM: o.o
XM: true. but it's lyk tt 1
QH: ya i know. i have been before this kind two times liao. -.-
QH: either gets the top or get nothing at all
QH: once get top all ppl come around u
QH: once u get nothing u are just a scum at the bad end
QH: singaporeans are materialistic.
XM: o.o
XM: icic...
XM: hm...twice
XM: shld b used 2 it ordi?
XM: den ya nt scared meh? if ya withdraw?
QH: scared what?
QH: scared that i wont get the liking of teachers anymore?
QH: scared that amy will turn around and face the nwt students?
XM: duno
XM: hm...
XM: yea. i dun think she will?


MK: how yr work :)
QH: o.o i didnt do anything about it
QH: i going to withdraw
MK: y?
MK: goin to poly arh
QH: no. i going to withdraw from the competition.
QH: i wont go poly de
MK: but yr project do until half le
QH: but no one willing to do about it
QH: shirley serene went missing
MK: oic
QH: xm becos his com is linux, cant do programming
QH: end up most of the work i do
MK: oic
MK: but thought xm got lend the laptop from sch?
QH: the laptop got repaired
MK: ooo no wonder


-on phone-
QH: if i tell Amy that i withdraw from the competition and let u in for multimedia
QH: will u want it?
XH: you siao arh?
XH: dun want la


-on short messages-
ML: Monday come ca got assignment to hand in
QH: Which assignment? Is it the chess pieces modelling?
ML: dono just got told only. Anyway important is do your imagine cup.

I just feel like giving all up. I want to get back to the pace I want it to be. I am tired. I couldn't believe that every teacher is saying that the competition is more important than the usual lessons. ):
The picture is one of the assignments I had done, creating 3D modelling of chess pieces. Posted by Purity And Simplicity at 22:48