Now is the phase to Internship period, I'm still questioning myself everyday. Have I really made the right choice by entering polytechnic first or to go for National Service. Lately I've went to an animation company. They asked if "Anyone has gone for National Service?". I had to say "No". Yet I set my goal after ITE, that I must enter animation field one day. Sometimes I don't know how far my passion can drive me.

I did like to animate. I appreciate animation and like animation. Yet not to the extent of everyday piled up with task that I can't polish my animation. Animation can't be evaluated by self but others, if others understand then you did right partially. The other half is whether they know that it is logically animated. There's always a question, "How do you know that the changes that you made is right?". Theoretically there's no line to draw what's good and best animation; not to count those that doesn't have principles.

Then again I wonder are they trying to push everything that we can learn as much before we leave? Everyone knows Physics, when the load of the see-saw is heavy the other will be lighter to counterweight it. If both sides are equally heavy, you get a broken plank. That's just it. Some saying as "Don't chew more than what you can bite.". You know the limit yet you are unaware. That's what? That's not trying to understand the client needs.

You said that we aren't the guinea pigs of the crowd. That's more like avoiding the fact to prevent any more incidents to happen psychologically. Nothing mentioned doesn't mean problem solved. We feel it, we know it and we hope something is done.

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Posted by Purity And Simplicity at 22:27